POEM; SOMETHING RATHER HARD TO INGNORE.

Always leave someone hurt or in pain,

The memory haunts me till the end,

I can never imagine and pretend,

Nothing can bring me back.

Every minute is a torture,

The day pass yet nothing is left,

Music won't drown out this pain,

Nothing is more pathetic than a crying please.

I never wanted things to end like this,

It’s true we don’t know what we’ve got until its gone,

I just wish you could understand that but you don't,

All I wonder now is why didnt you come to me and see the real deal?

I'm not gonna beg for your attention,

It is something rather hard to ignore,

It just make me feel even more worse,

But I'm done trying to make you understand.

Sincerely, Ain Nadzirah ♥

GIVING IT AWAY; SHAKING THINGS UP.

Now playing; Jar of Heart by Christina Perri -> Please Don't Go by Mike Posner.

Hello bloggy,

I didn't update my blog like I used to do like before since I'm working. Lot's of stuff need to be done and some of them I know I need strength to make it clear and perfect. Let's talk about my day job? Mhm I was woking at Putrajaya since end of February till now? Oh maybe I'm going to quit the job the next 2 weeks. Yes, before my result announced I need to quit the job. Big day for this year is on 23rd of March. To be honest, Im fucking scared and I did the tawakal cause I know I've done my best. Every prayer that I do, I always make doa and leave the rest to Allah. Only HE know what's the best for me. Time has running faster :') I love to play poker card and monoply in person with my family. Monopoly is a game of luck, people skills and need a strategy to win. No strategy will guarantee you a win; that’s one of the reasons Monopoly is so interesting.

Ahhh! Since Syurah and Fiffy working, our house state of quiet. If I'm working, I'll stay at Cheras not Uluyam. Mama, Baba, Ben and Myra will stay in ze house. There's no time to play and spend time together like before :/You know what? I seriously missed that moment. I have watched the match last night, Manchester United vs Liverpool on ESPN. Somehow, I feels like I'm wasting my time watching it. HAIHH. 1-3? Damn it! But naaah nvm, still remain top of the table :D Well done United, you've done a great job. I don't want to watch Liverpool to accept the Champion League throphy :/ You score in the way suits you best. Come on Manchester United!

Friends? I can't wait to meet you guys! I never imagine that I have lots of friends. C-O-U-N-T-L-E-S-S! I'm so thankful for that. They can also known as MY-COMFORT-ZONE. Okay, I got to go. The story should be end here. Have a great day people, Assalamualaikum. xx p/s; Happy Birthday Muhd Nor Alif, Nurin Nadiah, Hamieza Nizar & others baby March. Have a great one! :)

Sincerely, Ain Nadzirah ♥