POEM; SOMETHING RATHER HARD TO INGNORE.

Always leave someone hurt or in pain,

The memory haunts me till the end,

I can never imagine and pretend,

Nothing can bring me back.

Every minute is a torture,

The day pass yet nothing is left,

Music won't drown out this pain,

Nothing is more pathetic than a crying please.

I never wanted things to end like this,

It’s true we don’t know what we’ve got until its gone,

I just wish you could understand that but you don't,

All I wonder now is why didnt you come to me and see the real deal?

I'm not gonna beg for your attention,

It is something rather hard to ignore,

It just make me feel even more worse,

But I'm done trying to make you understand.

Sincerely, Ain Nadzirah ♥

GIVING IT AWAY; SHAKING THINGS UP.

Now playing; Jar of Heart by Christina Perri -> Please Don't Go by Mike Posner.

Hello bloggy,

I didn't update my blog like I used to do like before since I'm working. Lot's of stuff need to be done and some of them I know I need strength to make it clear and perfect. Let's talk about my day job? Mhm I was woking at Putrajaya since end of February till now? Oh maybe I'm going to quit the job the next 2 weeks. Yes, before my result announced I need to quit the job. Big day for this year is on 23rd of March. To be honest, Im fucking scared and I did the tawakal cause I know I've done my best. Every prayer that I do, I always make doa and leave the rest to Allah. Only HE know what's the best for me. Time has running faster :') I love to play poker card and monoply in person with my family. Monopoly is a game of luck, people skills and need a strategy to win. No strategy will guarantee you a win; that’s one of the reasons Monopoly is so interesting.

Ahhh! Since Syurah and Fiffy working, our house state of quiet. If I'm working, I'll stay at Cheras not Uluyam. Mama, Baba, Ben and Myra will stay in ze house. There's no time to play and spend time together like before :/You know what? I seriously missed that moment. I have watched the match last night, Manchester United vs Liverpool on ESPN. Somehow, I feels like I'm wasting my time watching it. HAIHH. 1-3? Damn it! But naaah nvm, still remain top of the table :D Well done United, you've done a great job. I don't want to watch Liverpool to accept the Champion League throphy :/ You score in the way suits you best. Come on Manchester United!

Friends? I can't wait to meet you guys! I never imagine that I have lots of friends. C-O-U-N-T-L-E-S-S! I'm so thankful for that. They can also known as MY-COMFORT-ZONE. Okay, I got to go. The story should be end here. Have a great day people, Assalamualaikum. xx p/s; Happy Birthday Muhd Nor Alif, Nurin Nadiah, Hamieza Nizar & others baby March. Have a great one! :)

Sincerely, Ain Nadzirah ♥

PUT YOUR HANDS UP.

Babe, HAPPY BIRTHDAY for you. May god blessed you darling. Iloveyou and thanks course helps me a lot since last year (: Sweet 17 girl.

HOI

Everythings in life is a luck (:

LIFE IS AN EXPERIMENTS

I'm sitting alone in my room while study then Luqman text me and ask " keluar jom lps ni" I was weird, apahal dia ni tiba-tiba je kan text mcm tu. Atlast I know that he wanna me joining him to watch a movie. I cant and got class and maybe I'll going out on Thursday which is Mieza's birthday. Then I told him that I cant and he asked me to go with him watch a movie "ECLIPSE" on June. Lama lg weh :D HAHA. But can't wait to see Edward Cullen acting in the movie. Now I'm looking forward for Eclipse.

HAHA, now its part Erin. Babe, honestly yesterday I cant stop laughing when you asked me about Fashah :P hihi. Sorry, he is just my classmates EX. Just fyi, I only knew him through MS and YM je that's all.

Alright, there it goes. My study, haihh. I know that I cant catch up all Form 4 syllabus. What I know is I'll answering " merapu" in exam for Diagnostik. Last month Mama did told me that she will give RM10 per subject. Okayy tk berbaloi kan kan? :D haha. Z said that I'm "MR CRAB" in FB. I was like "weh, mmg tk brbaloi doh satu subject rm 10 en -.-" He said " bersyukur jela drpd tk dpt" Okayy fine -.-" Now I'm trying to get A's in every subject *EVERY* HAHA.