I DID IT AGAIN.

It's 315 a.m. I am still awake. I cant sleep even I feel really sleepy ); I'm no longer closed to Nawwar and Alia maybe because I'm too busy with class thingy and they too. Its not a big deal as long we understand each other. Well its our SPM years babes, for sure we cant play like before we do. Everythings has changed but I cant face the reality. hmm. Karl post at his FB "the old me is dead and gone" which means that he's doing a changes. I told him that I cant forget everythings had happened in to my life like what he did right now. But he told me that I can and I can feel the differences if I do that (:*past is past* I'm trying aw I'm strong enough to forget the nmenory ); I wish I like a memory card, easy can save it and easy can delete it :O

START IT WITH F YOOOOO!

You know who you are, I'm really really sorry since last week I asked you for an apology. Maybe it was my fault when I told you like that, but frankly speaking everythings has changed. You know it and naah you have to face the reality. I feel so bad right now. haihh.

Arguments are often like melodramas, they have a predictable beginning, middle, and end. Thanks Hedrick.

TAKE IT IF YOU WANT :)

I tell you that I've been give up on everythings had happened this few days but you tell me that I can survive but I know that actually you also know fact is I cant. That's me, you cant change me. Everyones know that I easily give up on everythings. Well, what I told you yesterday which is I can move on if you want but you dont let me to do that. Fine, I dont want promise you anything but I'll try to stay with you.

SPM VICTIMS 2010

I thought there is a space for me enjoy or hang out with my friends on December but but my Mum said " No enjoy starting this month untill you finish your SPM " err, of course I was shocked that time. Besides I need to start tuition at Kasturi and Martin -____________- haih. Go Ain, 9 A's+ for next year ;D

AFTER A WEEK.

Yeah my life become great and great after all I did ;DD
Oh yeah, cant wait November ends :P
Ilove & miss you guys a lot x) raaawr.

THINK IT.

Be strong and believe path that you choose.

May the force be with you.


Thanks a lot Johan :)

HEH -.-"

I did not sleep since yesterday. At 1000 am theres one message and its from Johan. He text me and tell me that he at Muzz house and jaga bapak Muzz besides tgah boring :D haha. Then I tell him *kau percaya tak aku tk tdo for the whole day? then he replied gila gempak kot. hahaha. And now im having headache, seriously mcm nk mati kot. So, that better I off and get my sleep :) Chow chut.

1 - 1.

Seriously it's fuckin hard to make that decision but atlast I did that. I just hope that you understand my situation, that is the only way for both of us. I do love you but its really damn hard to be together with you. I know that I'm a weak girl and yeah It easy way for me to give up on everything that might hurts me. You can say that what I did its only for myself and its sounds that Im selfish and did not understand you. I did not blame everything on you. Trust me, one day you will realize that what I did is for both of us. Iloveyou and just takecare of yourself.

YES.

I'm trying to loosing my weight. Yeah I can do it like before I did :) I want my weight from 36 kg to 32 kg on December ;DD

NO TITLE.

I am really bored right now. Im not going to school today course not feeling well -___-

NAWWAR, ALIA, ZUREEN, ANIM, JOHAN & FAKHRUL :")

They always there when I needed a shoulder to cry on just now. They know how to make me fell better and better today at schools. I just wondering that yesterday Im okay but when I arrived at schools when I heard someone mention his name and yeah suddenly I cry. I cant take it anymore but they always giving me moral support. Thankyou bestie, I owe you a lot for today. Iloveyouguys till the end :)

THE END.

Well, its the end of our stories :) FULLSTOP. A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W H X Y Z.

PRATTLE -_-

Raaawr, I hate my feelings right now. I want your explaination, seriously I want to hear after a long time I've been waiting for besides from what you said at MS. Shit, no matter what happen I still love you but not like before this, a lot things have change us :)

p/s : I also miss you -.- and goodluck for your SPM.

LA-LA-LA.

Today I slept at 5.00 am I guess. I cant sleep then I study for Accounts paper while listening music and download korean drama. Around 230 am penyakit saya dtg balik and yeah sakit nak mampos. Then mkn la ubt but its still not working tp after 30 mntes I felt better then I continue my study again. Guess, tk msuk ape2 pon, haih =.= At 500 am I text Mizan and B, Im really sorry for what happend. p/s : Iloveyou and missing you so badly :(

SEP SEP TOM TOM.

If I can't stay, just MOVE ON bak kata Sheila :) If that the best thing for me, I'll do that as long its not hurting me. Thankyou friends.

WHY DID IT HAPPEN AGAIN AND AGAIN.

For the second time, I asked you for a break yesterday. I didn't meant to do that course Iloveyou but after all you did and this one Fakhrul je tau. You cheat me and everythings people talking bad things about you how can I stand alone? I've been trying to trust you and yeah, It's seems like I cant do that and you ask yourself what did you do =.="

BUSY.

I will rarely updating my blog course I want to finish up reading Stingarden's book :) Seriously this book was really funny oh and yeah bnyk mengarut tp bessst :P

CLASS PARTY 2009

Today we had class party for this year and yeah its really fun weh. There's a lot pic that we've taken, later I upload and you can see that :)

I'M NOT IN GOOD MOOD.

Since, blk rmh yeah strght tkda mood so that saya pegi mandi hujan untill Mama blk. So kelam kabut laaaaaaaaaaaari msk bilik and mandi. Isssh bwk skali phone tu, mcm biase lah kan. Tgk Mizan text and called. Sorry b, but before that I've told you that I nk maen hujan, ngeng -_- And yeah we had an argument again and again. haih. Smpai bila baru nk okay pon tk tau la. But no matter what iloveyou B :)

SITTING ALONE

Yeah, I'm just sitting alone and updating my blog. I'm a bit tired course yesterday my house had open house from 8.00pm to 3.00am ;) Friends, I'm really sorry if not inviting you guys to my house yesterday course it's for my neighbourhood actually. It's very nice and simple open house that full with dishes ;D*YUMMYUMM. Oh Joe, sorry tk invite as you said"bf you msti you invite and dtg, since ada bf lupa kwn kan" -_- his not coming and i'm not inviting him and my friends too la tolol -,-" Sorry.

p/s : Get well soon B, iloveyou :P Imy a lot :(