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Showing posts with label APRIL. Show all posts
Showing posts with label APRIL. Show all posts

Friday, April 30, 2010

IF (":

If time could be stoped,
I would stop it all the time to have every second just with you.
If I could be with you,
I would have more than time and nothing else to do.
If I could have you all around then,
I wouldnt mind about time,
because having you in my heart means every second i got in my life.

Monday, April 26, 2010

THE LOVE THAT NEVER END

> LOVE STORIES *COPY*

Sometimes, as a human being there is lot of thing that we all have to let go. After giving so much, till the end nothing left behind. All the little kisses and loves from family, friends and lovers, the laughter, the cheers of joy, the secret garden that we all share together, all the memories at last will fly away with the wind.


Friends, companion to share the color of dreams, to give the childhood an unforgettable and never ending stories, hand in hand we walk and run together, we strike and struggle together for our own future but one thing that we never forget, we are the one that give the courage to each other not to give up, together we fight, even others said we’ll lose, nothing can stop us. We cherish each other, our soul in one that never ends.

At last the trust that we share together came true, after so much we gave, we have what we need, the success and the friendship, till others adored us. Yet we couldn’t stop the destiny, you and me still have to let go our hands, the hands that we hold for years. So much reluctant, so much pain but life has to move on, we have our own path to go through, to search our future. Years pass, we’ll passing through but from the moment without any disconsolate, we have our own way to go. Never ending stories came to the end, you and me.

The one that keep my life on, a couple that pour their seeds of love to grow in a good healthy big tree. The one who draw a colorful sunset in my life that I never forget. Wherever I go, I bring the sunset together, as companion, to cheer me up when in sad and share my happiness when everything turn into heaven. Their reliable on each of us, make everything perfect. I grow up as what they want, a big, strong and independent tree.

The path that they built, I’ll explore till the end, till I reach the sunset and bring it to them. Yet to fulfill, they gone, far away from me without taking the sunset with them, suddenly I felt the my life full of darkness, I cried to the god, I pray for them to come back but fate can not be changed. I still have to move on without the sunset. One thing that I will never left behind, their gift to me; my life! One day while I dream of you, both of you appear when the sunset, I heard a voice, ‘A thousand sunset that we gave to you, there is a lesson behind them, apply to your live and move on my dear, with the sunset.’ Yes, I must move on together with their gift.

God set a thing apart with a purpose, a person come into my life, he as my friend, as my sunset. We promise to care for each other till the end, dream of each other every night, hold each other hands closely, once again I have a secret garden to share with, the never ending story appear again in our life. You the one who give the strength and show me the sunset and together we move forward to gain it. The happiness slowly came into my dream. I’m starting to felt I’m an angel that god create me, I have everything.

Every time, when the wind blew through my face, I am realizing the wind full of colors, the colors of joy and peace. A voice from the mountain we seat, speak to us to love each other, show how much we need each other, the love we give for the rest of our life, the love in our depth soul that never end. Sometimes, I wish tomorrow never come, together we built a paradise, two heart join in one. As the dream still alive, you letting go the hand and leave me alone.

I listen to your voice saying that, ‘My love, go on with your life, even we’re apart, but my soul will always with you, remember we have a join heart, what ever you do, I’ll know, I’ll feel the pain and the laugher in you. My love, be brave to move on. Every time, you want to share your things, just put your hand on your heart, I’ll listen and remember my kisses always with you while you sleep, when you dream of me late at night, I’ll be hold you tight, when you alone, look at the stars, you’ll see me and always keep in side your heart, my love to you will never end.’ Suddenly tears came out from my eyes, at that moment, I know I have to let go and move on.

Sometimes, I’ll ask myself why these have to happen. Why can’t any of the human being have everything in their life? You reply my sadness, ‘ My dear, as we think across, in a real sense, all of us have been given a chance to fulfill their dreams and you already have all of the dream that you desired, god will never letting you alone, the memories that we all left behind is no more precious possession than anyone hold.’

Quotes :
If music be the food of love, play on.

Ain, Xx (:

Sunday, April 25, 2010

NEW BABY? :D


Awwwwh! Cute isn't? I know, I'll buy it after SPM (: I love sugar glider. Thanks to Mama atlast she gave me permission to advocate sugar glider. hihi. Awesome (Y)

Quotes : Once you choose hope, anything's possible.

Ain, Xx (:

Friday, April 23, 2010

ONE OF THE HARDEST THING

I felt regret once I know you and it was my big mistake. God, I cant stop using bad words when I think of him. Please, I know that I hate him as much I hate my enemy eventhough he's %^&^* (: Please get a life dude, you and that pretty girl can go to hell together. Both of you are so LAME. You know LAMEEEEEEEEEEEE! -.-

Quotes : Tears are words the heart cant express.

Ain, Xx (:

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

OUCHH!

It was my fault Shahrul Nizam and Im really sorry. There's a lot thing's had happened and that spoiled my mood. Please, I'm really sorry. Just put the blame on me :/

Oh yeah, I'm happy to hear that Erin are strong enough. Babe, anything happen please tell me as you're my bestfriend. I'll help you no matter what (:

Quotes ; Love doesn't have a definition and Love doesn't need a definition.

Ain, Xx (:

Friday, April 16, 2010

STARS and MOON?



I have to choose which one phone is better for me (: And now I have no idea for NOKIA E63 and X6. I just love both (Y) But I need to choose one -.-

Oh yeah, I'm not coming to school today. Damn it, seriously again Period Pained. I rather die now :/ Pain are all around. haihh. Friends. I'm sorry if I did hurts you guys yesterday when you guys text me. I'm not in my mood. Sorry (:

Xx, OFF & go to bed. 1110 am

Saturday, April 10, 2010

SERIOUSLY IT'S FUCKIN HARD :/

Firstly you guys know that I've changed. Dont put the blame on me, you guys are doing the same thing again and again. How can I stand if you're doing that. Come on, we're matured enough? Don't you see it with your two eyes. I can't be frank, honestly it will hurts you :/ But if you think that it was all my faults, seriously I dont mind at all (:

Life would be better if I be like this. It wont hurts anyone. Imma good pretender. Yeaah (": Uissh I was shocked yesterday. HAHAHA. I cant stop laughing and smilling. Seriously, it was like a miracle man! I know it will happened. Seriously like I know, it was like before this had happened. Come on dude, you're just same. He already start his first move again :D HAHA. Bloody hell.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

GOODBYE LOVE (":

Its not always easy to say,
We can fool ourselves for a time and we often do,
Life we know that full of choices, and so too is Love,
Fears of rejection should never hold us back but sadly they often do,
Where there is love there is pain,
Love cannot be easily we can controlled,
I wish I can tell him what I feels inside,
But I'm afraid what his first reaction,
I think I dont have to take the risk to tell him that "I love you",
I still whisper your name and still hearing your voice,
But my feeling have changed,
And they don't go so far,
Or maybe it's just a little memory,
I still love you. . .
But it’s just not as strong.
Because I’m letting you go now,
So we can both move on.

Friday, April 2, 2010

COOL/HOT (":

Everything's has changed and it change too fast. No one know that (': I've to be more more patient and like they told me everything's happened for a reason. Well Ain chilling out darling, you know you can handle yourselves. I've choose the right path so I've to take the risk.