IT WOULDN'T HURT SO MUCH.

Oucch! Oucch! I'm not coming to school today :D *big smile. Hihi. FEVER and FLU, Oh yes thumbs up (Y) -.- When I was a little girl, I began to have a dream which is I wanted people's around me happy when I'm with them and I'll tried my best to make them smile and keep on laughing. But seems like my bestfriends having lots of problems, I can't make them smiling :/ I feel so bad. Haihh. Oh heyy, I'll not give up to make they start smiling again okayy (: I'm hungry cause since yesterday I did not eat anything. I only drink 2 glasses of plain water. I don't feel like I want to eat. After I told myself never again, would I allow a man to take my heart. I guarded it with utmost care. Even every nights of sweet conversation I tell myself NO! I know it would just lead to pain and hurt. Haihh. Oh btw HELLO AUGUST!

I'M NOT MADE FOR YOU.

I'm smiling but I'm close to tears. You can't see that. You can't even understand me dude. These time are hard for me. Sorry, you can't stand with my ego. I'm egoistic. You want me to explain everything so that you' ll understand what I want from you. But what I want is you know it from yourself what I've been felt now a days. I give up eventhough I bet in your dreams, you think of me (: You asked me to stay with you but I might run away from you soon. HMM. Sometimes love just slips out of sight. I'll live alone hide myself behind my tears. Love never feels the way that it should. Just one thing before you go, what I wanna said is I'll remember till my last breathe the way you comfort me. Now I can't think what life was like before I had you by my side. Cant say what I'd do without you and knowing what its like to have you. But for now, I'll here silently, remembering all the memories we once shared. Damn! Sometimes I wish I were a kid again, skinned knees are a lot easier than a broken heart. Gtg! Off and sleep (: Pretty night peeps ♥

p/s : Happy 17th Birthday Fakhrullah. I love you bestfriend. Haryth, thanks for calling me.

Quote : It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.

Ain, Xx (: